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One more time, one more chance

SimusiK
Кем мне завтра быть - только мне решать...
Tell me how much more do I have to lose
Before I can ever forgive myself
Do you know how much more pain I must endure
Before I can ever see your face again
One more time
Tell me why the seasons keep on changing
One more time
Missing all the times that we shared as one

All those times when we used to argue back and forth
I always just let you have it your way
What kind of spell did you cast on me
I even loved all of your selfish ways
One more chance
When I find myself lost in those memories
One more chance
I don't know where to go or where to land

It doesn't matter where I am because
I can't help but look for you everywhere
On the station platform, in the alley windows
I keep fooling myself thinking I might find you there
Never thought I would wish upon a star
I just want to be there by your side
There's nothing that I won't do, I'd give up everything
Just to hold you in my arms, one more time

If all I wanted was just not to be alone,
I should be happy with just anyone
But tonight the stars are hanging by a thread,
and I can't lie to myself anymore
One more time
Tell me why the seasons keep on changing
One more time
Missing all the times that we shared as one

It doesn't matter where I am because
Can't help but look for you everywhere
At the intersection, even in my dreams
Knowing there is no way you would be there
If I could just believe in miracles
I would do anything to show you now
In the morning light, completely new me
I'd tell you what I couldn't say before,"I love you."

Memories of our summers together ooh
Our beating hearts were heard no more

It doesn't matter where I am because
Can't help but look for you everywhere
The morning sun rises, city of Sakuragi
I keep fooling myself thinking I might find you there
Never thought I would wish upon a star
I just need you right here by my side
There's nothing that I won't do, I'd give up everything
Just to hold you in my arms, one more time

It doesn't matter where I am because
Can't help but look for a trace of you
At every corner store, in the newspaper
Knowing there is no way that you would be there
If I could just believe in miracles,
I would open my heart up once again
In the morning light, a completely new me
I'd tell you what I couldn't say before,"I love you."

It doesn't matter where I am because
Can't help but to search for your smile
At the railway crossing, watching the trains pass by
Even though there's no way that you'd be there

If I could live my life all over again,
I would be with you for all time
There's nothing else in this world I want more than what I had
There would never be anything but you that I would ask for



Я слушала, читала перевод строчка за строчкой, проговаривая во время песни, чтобы отпечаталось. И жалела.
Жалела себя, жалела свою семью, потому что ситуация, в которой мы оказались, непростая и, если честно, только отчасти наша вина.
Мы снимали с себя ответственность столько лет, но теперь за все это нас закопали в кабалу и не дают вырваться.
Я устала биться с людьми, устала быть во всем виноватой, устала защищаться и страдать не по своей вине.
А потом всплыл комментарий на аккаунте Чанеля: "Оппа, только благодаря твоим песням я продолжаю жить".
И бомбануло.
Я не знаю, как вырваться из этого порочного круга. Я не знаю, какое решение правильное. Я не знаю, куда еще податься.
И боюсь.

@темы: Мысли вслух~

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